I’m Agnostic. Here’s Why I Went Back to Church

Over the past five years, I’ve deconverted from Christianity. The decision felt comfortable following multiple rounds of reckonings in pews, parks, Burger King, and the comfort of my bed. My supportive husband, Jonathan, still identifies as a Christian. But throughout it all, he encouraged me to find out what I believed and affirmed that he would stand by me when I found out what it was. So, comfortable in the mystery, I began letting go of religious fear and discovered that I doubted the legitimacy of Christianity.